Too Early

Well today is my last day at my first job until August. The district is closed the month of July so yea. But I will be glad of one thing not having to wake up at 6am anymore well for the next month!!!! But yesterday Jamar got his pickle in a bunch because I told him I would call him right back and I end up doing some other things before calling so it took me a few hours. I would like to know was I wrong for saying I would call him right back but my right back took a few hours. No I wasn't doing homework or sleeping I started washing my clothes and then I watched the Bet Awards that we recorded. So then we talked and I told him I would call him when I got into my room that was like around 1 something and I didn't end up calling him until like almost 2:30am I believe but I was watching Hawthrone that I had recorded from a couple of days ago. So no I didn't talk to him again :( last night i hope he wasn't mad I called like 6 times before going to bed. Well I will talk to him later on today. I'm at work its like 7:27am and I am sleepy but I get off at 3 then I am going to shop just a little because I have to buy our New York tickets and Marc Jacobs needs his shots and I need to pay my car insurance...............Smoochies


Don't judge me by my skin color but by the content of my character!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so SoRRy

I know I have not been staying along with my blog duties. Its just so much that is going on, I have been uber uber busy lately. Okay well you know how I was looking for a job I finally found one , actually I have TWO now!!!!! I know I thought I would never find one and I have two but it is very hard and stressful because I have school to and that always comes first. I'm actually at work right now but there's nothing to do in the office and I am so sleepy and tired. Yesterday I had school in the morning than I had to go to both of my jobs :(, I know but I'm making that money man LOL. Oh yea Jamar is out of town :( :( till sunday. I am sad but I will have to get over it I miss him already and he just left this morning. His birthday was this past weekend and we had sooo much fun. I wanted to treat my king for a day. I surprised him in the morning with an outfit for that night we matched as always. Than at dinner on the lake I gave him another gift his purple button-up that he has wanted for like ever. Our 1 year anniversary is coming up very rapidly!!! Um school is going okay I didn't do to well on my English mid-term but it's only 10% of our final grade the teacher said so it won't hurt my grade that much. Umm lets see what else oh me and my father do not talk anymore we are just on a Business relationship all I need him to do is buy my school books and thats it. My mother well you already know how that relationship is. I had to get rid of Marc Jacobs because I caught pneumonia and my left lung was inflamed so he stays with Jamar's grandmother until we can find him a good home. Nothing really else oh I got into a car accident and that was like a month ago and the person that hit me insurance company still hasn't fixed my car so I think I am going to get a lawyer. Me and jamar are going to New York at the middle of August I am soo happy. You all know how I love to shop. We leave the 13th and come back the 16th. For now its just me and Jamar because no-one else has the money but its only $322 that includes flight and hotel so we are going to take a thousand for spending money. But thats about it I am trying to stay positive and keep pushing forward, I have been through some obstacles but I am making it. Me and my cousin keisha are going to go to the taste on the 4th since I have to work on the third I know it sucks but I need the money. Than I think that's it I know I have traffic court sometime in July but I misplaced the letter they gave me so hopefully I can find it or maybe I will call down there and see what they say. Ugh oh I forgot to tell you where I work at, my first job is at Dirkson Middle School, and then I work at Dot's I know Dot's. I have been trying to get a job there for like ever. I will post a pic of his birthday we looked so nice.

Don't judge me by the color of my skin but the content of my character!!



I promise to try and not to neglect yo anymore!!!! LOL :)

Selling A 5pound Yorkie-Poo

Hi me and my fiance are selling a 5 pound Yorkie-Poo. We are selling him because we don't have the time for a dog right now in our life and we are college students and we will be moving into the dorms and we cant take him with us.

Name: Marc Jacobs
Birth date: Jan 11 2008
Sex: Male
Weight: 5 pounds
Length: 20 inches
Description: Fun loving, energetic, puppy,hyper-allergenic, great personality, and puppy pad trained.
Accessories: 30 pee-wee pads, bag of food, leash, collar, black cage, toys, treats, canister for food, food bowls, 1 month flea treatment, 2 bottles of shampoo, tooth-paste and tooth-brush, hair brush, and out-fits. Shot-records.

He is up to date with his shot record and vaccinations. He gets groomed every 2 months he does not shed. He is a beautiful dog he has like a 2-tone color but when he gets cut low he is tannish.
If interested contact Tina at Cell: 773-681-2502, or Home: 708-849-3765 or E-mail me at jemine2011@yahoo.com.

SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY NO NON PUPPY LOVERS.

I know its been awhile

Hello My BLOG WORLD. I know it has been a long time since I have been on here so let me catch you up just a little because alot has been going on. Okay well me and my mom relationship has gotten better we are communicating alot more but she still gets on my nerves but I am trying to hold it together until Feb or March when me and Jamar move out. Me and Jamar are going good we have our arguements every now and then but we always get back to normal and perfect as usual. Marc jacobs is doing good I guess we are selling him. I know sad sad but we don't have the time for a dog right now. We are two busy people. Um my grades were great I just got 1 C and that was in english of all subjects but I am still ahppy. I start my summer classes next week so I am ready for those. I did realize I will probably have to do like 1 or 2 more semesters before graduating and going onto Dental School. But I am going now I am posting another post after this about Marc Jacobs if you are interested or anyone else. Smoochies!!!

Update

Okay, I know it's been awhile since I have been on here sorry :(. Here's an update. Okay Jamar got in an car accident on last Thursday. He is okay know but his car did get total out. But the only thing that matter was he was okay and God brought him out of that. We spent like all night in the emergency room just for them to us he was okay and he could go home. Then he went to the hospital the day after and he has high blood pressure and an over-active thyroid. Now he is on medication for that and we need to watch our diet and what we eat. We resolved the communication problem and like I predicted it got turned around on me but he later on apologized for what he did. He realized what he did was wrong and that I was right kind of LOL. Other than that things have been cool. I only have like 3-4 weeks left of school YAY :). I am registering for 2 summer classes tomorrow I pray that they aren't filled yet or I am going to be highly pissed. I have been tying to register for weeks now and I had an appointment last week to do it. But the counselors had an emergency meeting or something so I don't know. Easter sunday was good spent some time with my dad's side, mom side, and my future husbands side. So everything balanced out pretty well. But I am just ready to be finished and have at least month of rest. I will try and start back writing everyday. Oh UGHHH I hate that my mother and her nosy ass friends are on facebook they really need to do something more with their life.

Communication

Okay we just had a conversation abut communication actually and arguement, but I guess that didn't register to him because here we go again today. Okay now Marc Jacobs had an grooming appointment for 2pm today and Jamar had an doctor appt for 1. 1:45 came around and I knew they weren't going to make it so I called petsmart and re-scheduled it for 4pm. He didnt make that one either because him and his mom were still at the doctor all the way in the city okay. I called petsmart back to re-schedule and they said it was too late and they didn't have any more appt's till tomorrow. So I start calling all around to get him an appt for today because he needed one badly and my mom wants to take him to her job tomorrow. Finally I get one for 5 at the Petco in Homewood. I call Jamar and let him know and he say's okay that's fine I said okay try and be here by 4:30 so we won't be late he say's okay we are on our way from the doc now. Okay 5 o'clock gets here still no jamar or even a phone call and I had been calling every 10 mintes. So finally I decided to call Petsmart and schedule him for early appt tomorrow and they like oh we already have Marc Jacobs here. How stupid do you think that made me feel and look. So I call Jamar and he finally picks up and oh yea me and my mom dropped him off and we left our phones in the car. Okay I can understan leaving the phones in the car but when you were on your way there why not call me and let me know so I could call Petco and let them know we will not be able to make it. And he knew I wanted to be apart of that but that didn't matter probably because I'm not paying for it right. Probably. So I ask why didnt you call me oh we left both of our phones in the car there was no communication once again. I just dont understand why I wasnt informed of where my dog was going to be at. But when he is with him and his mom its their dog not mine.But this will turn around and be my fault just watch and see for the conclusion.

It's Still Here.

Okay I have been sick since last Friday and it i now finally trying to go away but it's still here but it's not as bad as it was Thank God. And on the other hand the big fight that I had with my mom has gotten out of hand, and I want it to be over but if she is still going to act like a child then I dont really care. She walks around here doesn't speak or anything doesn't even acknowledge that I am in the same house as her, even the same room. But everything happens for a reason and I know that this is just a test from God and either we will overcome this or it will be this way until I move out. Even if we were to get over this it's still time for me to move out I don't feel that both of us can reside under the same roof and not get into another fight and the next one won't be as nice or good as the first one. And I guess she called herself telling her boyfriend who (well we will leave their dirt to them but can we say not smart) had an attitude towards me this morning so maybe it would be better if I just left the house for them. I don't want to feel like a prisoner in my own house. And I'm tired of not feeling loved by my own parent so maybe if I leave then she will realize what she will be missing.But the tension is still here. But me and Jamar got into an argument because he was over an hour late picking me up from class last night and not becasue he had class or anything but because he needed to play basketball for himself. But we got over that but I still feel like it's still here. That we tried to resolve it but something still isn't right I still feel a little distant to him. He told me that he will always be here and that everything will work out for the best. And he is still here. LOL. But I sent Marc Jacobs over his house until I started to feel better I just didnt have the strength to run after him and keep cleaning up after him when I was dead dog sick, oh yea she hasn't even asked me how was I feeling after I was up all night coughing and throwing up I mean dang can I get some kind of respect but I guess not I'm 19 and she doesnt have to care for me anymore it's not her job. Yea I need to finish my paper before class tonight. So until next time>!&^

JTE Smoochies Darling!!!!!

Everything always turns out for the best!

Okay yesterday went pretty good the only thing I woke up with a sore throat everything was swollen, but I had to go to one of my good friends Jessica Fashion Show at UIC which she killed I was proud of he even though qe arrived late but it still went well. But today wasn't good at all I missed class this morning because I wasn't feeling well at all, and then I got into a big argument with my mother and through out all of what happened I figured out its time to move out of this house and go out on my own. I know being in this house will not let me move on and be successful and I will not let anyone hold me back being from my mother to my father to my fiance'. And the fight was over money which they say is the "Root of all Evil." I just see a different side in her she is just mean like evil and I don't feel loved by her anymore and I know its not good to not feel loved by one of your own parents but I don't and i don't want to live under her roof anymore. So I am going to find me a good job that pays well enough so I can pay my half of the rent. We were going to wait until November to move in with each other but I think the sooner the better because he is having troubles at home and I am having troubles and it seems like the only time we are happy is when we are with each other so we are going to start aparment hunting for a 2 bedroom. But after the fight I cried myself to sleep and when i woke up I called my fiance' to come and get me and we spent some hours together before it was time for me to come home and now I feel all better and relaxed and that everything is going to be okay. And I know there are going to be demons that try to attack me and us but I just have to know to push through them and keep focused on what the goal is. I just can't stay in this house any longer and I know it might hurt my father but I hope he can see that it is for the best and that I'm not trying to hurt him in anyway and that I will always love him the most. I know it might sound harsh and evil to say that but if you only knew what I have been going through for the past couple of years you would feel the same way. And I have the best fiance' he gave me a wonderful massage after eating and watching The Knowing (horrible), and I really needed it. Love, Live, Be Happy!!!
JTE

Bad to Good

Okay my day didn't start off to well I got up at 9 to go to chemistry. Got assigned a take home quiz and we just turned one in and I have homework in the class. Then I went to go and regiter for summer classes and they say I have to make an appointment not for tomorrow but for next week so that sucks and then the class I want might be filled by then and I will be highly ticked off. My dad was late picking me up, oh I can't drive because my license is still suspended but only til next monday the 6th hopefully. So came home and had to clean the house because it smelled like dog and my dog is really going craz he is only like 12 or 13 weeks and he is bad and he is teething on top of that. So me and his father go through hell and my mom because he wants to chew on EVERYTHING, so i cleaned then Jamar came over (Thats my fiance' for future reference no ring yet :(), and helped me take down my sew-in because my aunt is going to do it tomorrow for 50 dollars so now it looks a mess and it took us like 2 hours to take it down and i was hungry and tired and just wanted to eat. So we went to bakers square and we got into like 10 arguments and they were over nothing so that upset me but then we made up like we always do and my day ended great. Now I'm waiting for him to get out of class thank God i don't have night class tonight.

Smoochies JTE