Everything always turns out for the best!

Okay yesterday went pretty good the only thing I woke up with a sore throat everything was swollen, but I had to go to one of my good friends Jessica Fashion Show at UIC which she killed I was proud of he even though qe arrived late but it still went well. But today wasn't good at all I missed class this morning because I wasn't feeling well at all, and then I got into a big argument with my mother and through out all of what happened I figured out its time to move out of this house and go out on my own. I know being in this house will not let me move on and be successful and I will not let anyone hold me back being from my mother to my father to my fiance'. And the fight was over money which they say is the "Root of all Evil." I just see a different side in her she is just mean like evil and I don't feel loved by her anymore and I know its not good to not feel loved by one of your own parents but I don't and i don't want to live under her roof anymore. So I am going to find me a good job that pays well enough so I can pay my half of the rent. We were going to wait until November to move in with each other but I think the sooner the better because he is having troubles at home and I am having troubles and it seems like the only time we are happy is when we are with each other so we are going to start aparment hunting for a 2 bedroom. But after the fight I cried myself to sleep and when i woke up I called my fiance' to come and get me and we spent some hours together before it was time for me to come home and now I feel all better and relaxed and that everything is going to be okay. And I know there are going to be demons that try to attack me and us but I just have to know to push through them and keep focused on what the goal is. I just can't stay in this house any longer and I know it might hurt my father but I hope he can see that it is for the best and that I'm not trying to hurt him in anyway and that I will always love him the most. I know it might sound harsh and evil to say that but if you only knew what I have been going through for the past couple of years you would feel the same way. And I have the best fiance' he gave me a wonderful massage after eating and watching The Knowing (horrible), and I really needed it. Love, Live, Be Happy!!!
JTE